Life as I know it.

I have no idea how often I will sit in front of this screen and type away, it all depends on my state of mind and whether or not life allows me time to do so. There will be times I talk about Melanoma or being a first-time parent and there will be times I yabber on about life in general and depression. Hell, there may be times I make fuck all sense or leave the reader confused. I do use words that some may find offensive so if words such as fuck, retard or shithead offend you, then there is a simple solution and that is to go elsewhere and read some lovely delusional blogs about boxes of fluffies and flying piggy's in the sky.


Tuesday, 23 June 2015

Dormant Volcano

I compare this melanoma of mine to a volcano.  It is dormant.  It once erupted but was contained before unleashing all it's fury.  It is dormant once again, but will it remain this way or will it rise again? If it rises again, will it erupt and flow through destroying everything in it's path or will it yet again be contained?  Volcano's are unpredictable and deadly.  So is this cancer.

Have you ever had that knock you on your arse feeling when something suddenly hits you and that something sinks in leaving you feeling overwhelmed?  I get that from time to time.  It will come from out of nowhere, or I will hear the news that yet another Melahomie has been taken from this world.  Sometimes, I look at my son and it hits me.  That something for me is knowing that I faced something deadly and survived.  It causes questions to run through my mind.  Why was I one of the lucky ones?  Am I going to remain lucky?  Why did I get this killer disease in the first place?


"Once you're a melanoma patient, you're always a melanoma patient"


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